confused

what got into me... i don't know

a li'l less than a week after our break up, i went back to a happy world again... and in less than a month, i found a new-old relationship - had it rekindle once again

frankly, i really don't what got into me, when i said yes last night. was it some kind of defense mechanism, that i easily jumped into another relationship, i'm a little bit guilty of doing so,

but what can i do? i am flattered by the attention he's throwin' on me, it felt great to be admired as if i'm the only living creature on earth, i long such kind of attention but not really necessary,

i am just a bit confused because, i am not entirely into it. i mean, i kinda' like him but i don't like him as much as i liked my other exes like tope, soren, etc. i don't know how things will go about between us. i hope the relationship will work out fine.

at one point or another, i wanted to paint a fairly new outlook on relationship - since i beleived that relationship have expiry dates, i plan to have them last only for six months then shut them off - enjoy the time, no hang ups, no pretentions, give it a 100% shot but end it right after a six months duration, make it short but sweet......

but i really don't know, maybe i just need to set my spirit free.... no deadlines... it's simplier i guess... i don't know... anyway, i have no plans of getting tied so, fine, get it on...enjoy life...