my day that never was

it's my birthday today, another year has passed and yet i still am at the ladder, climbing to the zenith of my dreams.

in a way, i remained really blessed because i have such a great mom, great dad, great sisters - last year, i had great friends now they no longer are :( some things really change. at least, i have learned now that sometimes it is not healthy to board with friends - not even with your closest ones. because even if you give all your best efforts - all your patience, sometimes there are things that you can no longer contain, maybe some of them are not really the "friends" we thought they are. too much for sad thoughts - maybe, time has finally come that we have to separate lives.

i haven't got my birthday wish yet. i hope i can have it before the month ends. i want to finally transfer to the condo and pay all my debts.

i hope. i pray.